1. |
Life
03:04
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a demon
in the night
who eats your brain with his words
so sweet, so dark
like a woodworm
that slowly surrounds your flesh
the curse of an ancient god
a moment that will come back
forever and ever
like a wound mouth
that your tongue reminds you everyday,
You will always live
You will always die
the eternal nothing,
the eternal gift
again, and again
infinite Deja-vu
tears and pains,
empty circles
I prayed the demon days and nights
"overturn time again and again
the only moment I want to relive forever
it's the night you healed me from the dark,
the only time I want to relive forever
it's the night you healed me from the dark"
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2. |
Death
02:37
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this is the end of the road
silent,
since your first breath
loyal,
always close to you
waiting for the right time
this is the end of the road
I am the end
I am nothing
the omega and the nadir
the end of everything
abandoned in my arms
our first and last kiss
close your eyes my son
you can't win
the veil has fallen
you can finally see the truth
you were born and lived
you suffered and rejoiced
to be here right now
with me
time has come for you
time has come for you
to join the eternal void
this is the end of the road
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3. |
First Day (Denial)
02:00
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I woke up
clothes still smell of smoke
everyone is here
I can't breathe
let me breath, let me breath
I have to get out of here
someone is in my parent's room
air is what I miss more
it makes me laugh for the first time, since days
and I still feel guilty today
air is what I miss more
it makes me laugh for the first time since days
and I still feel guilty today
I wasn't there when you fell
I'm still hoping you get back
I don't like this joke anymore
truth finally bites you
in the throat like a hound,
flaying your eyes
from the rotten skin
these are your hopes
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4. |
White Noise (Anger)
02:44
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god
has made us similar to him and
frightened by the idea that we could raise ourselves
to his equals
he gave us conscience
of death
you have spent a lifetime
trying to raise you to his peer
that it was enough to fall once
to be alone on that fucking floor
looking for god's help
and you've only found the void
no reply
no help
only silence
and regrets
we will never be the same
where is your god now?
Now that you have forsaken us in this storm?
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5. |
Ashes (Negotiation)
02:40
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do you remember when it began?
when the clay with which you fixed your feet
started to crumble?
ashes everywhere
from the bottom
of your personal abyss
everything seems brighter
even god looks like an easy way out
you start to dig
broken nails,
lungs full of dirt,
mouthfuls of air,
and your world become darker and darker
ashes everywhere
people around you promise
that the scars will heal on their own
liars, liars
ashes everywhere
empty words and false hopes
are coups de grace on a dying man
empty words and false hopes
are coups de grace on a dying man
empty words and false hopes
ashes everywhere
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6. |
Autumn (Sadness)
03:52
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death
comes
like a thief in the night
with
his eyes full of emptiness
to make us understand we are nothing
my heart is full
of cold bones
my head is full of never-ending storms
I'm afraid this will never end
this will never end
I’m afraid this will never end
this will never end
We went down the abyss in silence
And I bled myself dry
trying to forget the pain
the moment when it was all over
the instant you disappeared
will live inside of me
forever
"We went down the abyss in silence"
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7. |
Void (Acceptance)
03:08
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I began to realize
that I could never discuss with you again
only once I saw the coffin closed
and I can't ask you another time to wake up
I will never forgive you
for letting me enter this church
on that day I hated God
more than anything else.
please wake up
I still have a thousand things
to tell you
please wake up
I will never forget the pain
of a piece of heart thrown
into the darkest well
I swear that I will never fill it,
I will accept the emptiness
please wake up
I can't do anything anymore
to change things
I want to make you the last promise
on the darkest nights
I’ll close my eyes
and I'll come looking for you
at the bottom of that void
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8. |
Darkness
03:10
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I faced the darkest darkness
crossing the blackest of the rivers
screaming to get my heart back
defeating every deepest fear
hidden in my mind
no creature will stop me
I watched the death straight in her eyes
and now I will bring the only thing that keeps me alive
out of here again
I won't turn back, I swear
I won't turn back
and then
only a drop of light
and everything was clear
I was condemning you
to eternal fear
I just want to look into your eyes
I want to keep your memory like a light that shines in mine
forgive me
forgive me
I will always love you
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If I Die Today Italy
If I Die Today is a bunch of 4 friends trying to play harder and louder as they can.
The new album,"The
Abyss in Silence" recorded @ Studio 73 by "Paso", mixed and mastered by Magnus Lindberg, will be out for Argonauta Records in April 2022
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